When ...

You're upset, who is there to comfort u?
You're happy, who is there with u?
You're frustrated, who is there for you to throw tantrums on?
You're overjoyed, who is there to rejoice with u?
You're sad, who is there to wipe your tears?
Appreciate this person
As when he's gone, u'll never get him back
Pls...

他。。。

做了他该做的选择
我。。。
也该走我该走的路

一些话 说得简单 做却很难
常常挂在嘴边
却从没放在心上
结果是把自己悬在半空
上也不能 下也不能
就不能干脆点吗
如果能 世上应该就不会有那么多的犹豫症那么多的病症了
亲爱的朋友们
你放下了吗

I've tried

Tried my best

But it just aint good enough

Shopping with lil' Brother

Hot, boring Sunday, ntg much to do thus I brought my lil brother shopping, since the two of us were 'ditched' to be at home.

We went Ta Kiong then over to Guardian...

4 bottles of these.some of these... I havent had titbits for a very very long time.

then these were from Guardian.. my lil' took this GREAT opportunity to buy some of his stuff.. ==

XD XD

Then later in the evening, I've gotta send my bro to his fren's house and on the way, he stopped me for this ~~

mamak burger.. for me!! treat from my lil bro

Me and my bro have our own way of communication. We may shout at each other, scream at each other, but at the end of the day we're still family. FYI, me and lil bro is 11 years apart.. XD XD

24.05.2009

My 27th birthday... over...

Birthday is no longer special, no longer significant... all that's left are ... well... pathetically said... empty...

Like what my sister said, I should be glad already that there're still some frens that are willing to spend time to have fun at this day with me. I knowI should appreciate it, and I do, really... I just couldnt simply hide the little disappointment in me.

I havent really had a wonderful (one that would reach my expectation) and ppl usually forget about it too. During primary & secondary sch, no one remembered coz it always fell on sch holiday. Then during U time, no one remembered too as it always fell on semester holiday too. When finally it doesnt fall on sch holiday, I am already at the age where most ppl I know are either married with family matter or busily working with lotsa work stuff, so it becomes an insignificant thing. Now it only matters to me and no one else.

Seriously, I should really really appreciate what ppl have done for me, at least they remember and at least they made some effort in arranging sth for me.

So, thanks to Zun Hieng (I know that it has kinda pissed u off), Michelle + Lao Zhang, Hong Hong + Jie Ping, Hing Kiong & Andy, my siblings (though I wasnt really glad to see one of u and made the whole event an awkward scene) for arranging a simple makan makan and Karaoke session for me.

Thanks to Seong Seong, Song Song, Sarah, Siew Hui, Alvin, Puje for the BD wishes.

Thanks to Jill for accompanying me the whole afternoon through sms... ^^ talked lotsa stuff, yo.. ^^

Thanks to Kee Man, Frances, Tee Han and Jocelyn having popping ur wishes on Facebook.

Thanks to Shie Shie for the late Secret Recipe... *muacks*

Thanks to Josephine and Jeremy for the extremely early wish.. XD XD

Thanks to my two frens Ching and Chin for the dinner.

Add on:) Thanks to my Dad for my full tank of petrol... haha.. he said tat would be more realistic wo.. Lol..

A million thanks to all for everything and a thousand apologies for the trouble.

Busy yet Laid Back

Heck, I'm busy!! Really... mentally... There's a lot of things to be done and all things are pending..

I wanted to get all done asap but yet I'm in no tensed or busy mode in doing so. All I'm having now is a temper, on the verge of blowing up or breaking down...

Why oh why??!!

No complaints!! Can't complain!!

It's a consequence that I've gotta take...

Sigh.. Lazy worm in busy mode with a big temper yet seemingly breaking down.. Shit!! What am I saying??

无奈

坏事一箩箩
好事没我份

我比较差吗？
还是不够好？

无奈也无言
只能叹一下
各有眼睛观
各有脑袋评

我之坏事也
他人不以为
我之好事也
他人认为坏

Dance Penalty

We had a fun-quiz... Losing team ... PENALTY!!!



This is by the losing team...

Then I gave them the authority to ask the rest of the class to dance with them!!


The whole class!! XD XD

Fashion Day 290409 :)

Out of interest (more like laziness =.=) I thought of a funny yet interesting (to me only though.. some of them even commented that I am 'using' them to make myself happy =.=) activity - A Fashion Session.

They have to be creative in coming out with sth nice. Then they have to explain why. I like... :)

Let's have a look at the outcome.

This is a sport suit - a green raincoat (to protect against rain and sun), an umbrella (to use when it rains), a helmet (for safety purposes), a towel (use as a mask and to wipe ur sweat), a spana (... erm... ><>), a bluetooth device (to listen to song & to talk on the phone anytime)

An armor - gun, bomb attached on the leg, a plastic top (rain proof), head band (to hold the hair), a mic (to talk with fellow comrades)

A jungle trekking suit - a head cover, a bullet proof mosquito net, a tie (to show off the gentleman-ness), a sword (for protection)

A high-tech navy diving suit - a walkie talkie (to communicate), a small gas tank (glow in the dark), mermaid blade at the bottom (as flippers to swim fast, sharp as knife for protection)

The suit is even covered with gamma light for camouflage!!

An environmental friendly malay traditional suit


A Statue of Liberty look-alike - to demonstrate freedom in dressing (it's a sexy tube top)

A protective princess look - a crown (to show the high status), a trendy mask to cover the face (to hide the identity), a flashy belt (for advertisement purpose, she can be the spokeperson anytime anywhere & earning money), a pretty skirt, a handbag attached with a fan, a water-proof blouse (for her to swim & get wet anytime :))

A two-way armor suit - hmm... I don quite remember dy... XD XD

There's two container at the side to put hand bomb, a protective sth sth in front & bla bla bla... hahaha :D :D

From armor to pageant suit :) :)
Then we had fun!!

When a breakup turned SOUR >.<

What do you do?

• Curse the person?
  
• Kill the person?
  
• Spread evil rumours about the person?
  
• Seek revenge?
  

When a breakup turned sour… He turned himself into multiple identities!!

He (LSL) broke up with his gf (LH) like ages ago and they went their separate ways. In the name of love (he claimed), he still called sometimes, called not to LH but to LH’s close friend to ask bout her well-being. Fine, this is normal.

LH went for practical, met some new friends and got kinda close to CZH, or the other way round?? Hmm… no matter, they got close, yea they do. Close in the eye of others might seem a little ‘scandal-ish’ and rumors started to fly. So CZH pulled back a little. But rumors did it best, and reached LSL… and this was where the whole thing got eeriely interesting!!

Case 1: MSN – Faking identity of close ones
One claimed himself to be Billy, senior of CZH, added him and chatted over a period of time. He told CZH a lot of things about other students in the college. And what was weird is that he talked mostly, majorly … erm… all about their sex life =.=… About this girl with that guy, that guy with that girl… bla bla bla… One might think he is kind and caring coz he was warning CZH about the girls in the college and adviced him to stay away. Well, ok, acceptable. But, the senior Billy is a devoted church goer and from previous acquaintances, he aint the kinda person who would talk bad about ppl anyhow. (saying someone is bedding someone is counted as bad already @@)

Humph!! At the same time, this self-claimed Billy, added LH as well at the same period of time and chatted. No idea what the contents were but I guess it’s not worth mentioning.

So, one day LH & CZH were talking in the office (practical) and surprisingly found out they were chatting with the same person and weirdly enough, another mate of theirs (EC) added the same person!! Hmmm….

So all three decided to test MR SELF-CLAIMED BILLY, and later he was caught ‘red-handed’ faking Billy’s identity (FYI, Billy is a senior of CZH so this person is faking himself as Billy). Initially, he denied, then the more they asked, the more mistakes he made. Then he said he was another Billy (different surname but still ex-student of the college), then caught again, and said he is David, then caught again, and said he is someone else… =.= Stupid!! Wanna fake oso do some homework lah, learn about the person u’re trying to fake lah =.=

Case 2: MSN – Creating a non-existing person
One named Samantha added CZH, claiming she found his email add randomly. They chatted a couple of times and exchanged cellphone no. So, typically, a boy & a girl… u know lah… *hint hint* the girl sounded as if she’s courting CZH, so u go imagine what’s the content of the sms-es. XD XD. (this is getting creepier and creepier).

Around the same time too, this Samantha added LH and chatted over MSN. Samantha kept telling LH that she likes CZH, praising him and describing him like an angel or a God… (Ok, here, imagine a girl who is already madly in love with a guy).

LH, CZH and the rest of the practical mates knew bout this Samantha and even teasing CZH that he’s gonna get this girl very soon (Samantha claimed that she’s gonna enroll for the college’s new intake).

Days went by, one month, two months, three months… Samantha went of ‘reporting’ her daily activities to CZH… really like having a relationship liao lo… boohoo… I jealous... XD XD… When the enrolment period came, Samantha said Daddy is having second thought about letting her enroll into the college and she said she’s gonna ‘run-away’ from home to come to the college… Wow, it really sounded like a girl TRULY, MADLY in love. Then a few days later, she said Grandmama passed away. She ‘reported’ the whole funeral in very minute details, including the time, location, the facilities, equipments, route, dispute between relatives… She even called CZH, crying to him how sad she is, how much she missed grandma…

BUSTED!! One early morning, an sms sent to CZH answering a question that CZH asked Samantha the night before. BUSTED!! The sms came from another cellphone no!! LSL’s no.!! BUSTED!!

LSL = Samantha = the dreamy girl who falls for CZH = the girl who talk sweet, romantic stuff with CZH = A GUY!!! ……………………… Amen…

LSL = Samantha = the girl who wants to run-away from home to be in the same college with CZH = the girl who’s grandma passed away!! …. .... …. I’m sorry LSL’s Grandmama… ur grandson cursed u from the grave.

Case 3: FRIENDSTER – still under suspicious level
A pretty girl from KL, studying in Swinburne, Kch, added CZH around the same time as the two cases above. A very pretty girl, I dare say. Claiming that lotsa guys are pursuing her. Well, judging from her appearance, i've no doubts about that. Memang pretty mah, I’ve to admit too. So she played the bf-gf game with CZH on friendster, calling each other darling, honey, etc just to shoo off the guys. This identity has yet to confirm true or fake, so no point elaborating further. But I would like to state my case towards the girl.

• Suspicious 1: A pretty girl like her, a typical teenager like that, only to create a friendster profile when she goes to college and that’s in March 2009? U judge.
  
• Suspicious 2: She gave out an address where she stayed in Kch, she misspell 2 words of the address, important road names.
  
• Suspicious 3: All the while, both were kidding bout meeting each other. Just when CZH said that he’s coming, she falls sick, and struggling to prepare for her mid-term. U judge!!
  

Case 4: MSN – hacking
Just a few days ago, one rainy nite, EC called CZH asking if he’s at home, coz she saw him online on MSN. Nope, CZH was with mua… weirdly, someone actually replied EC using CZH’s account!! Erm… is the one with mua a ghost or the one talking to EC a ghost??

Conclusion is, there’s not many ppl who would do such stupid weird thing lah… except for Samantha = LSL … eerie yo… All passwords were changed, even the security question to retrieve password was changed… No way CZH could take his account back.. sigh

That nite, CZH called his friends on his contact list and told his friends that his account was used by other ppl and he got to know from his friends that this person actually went around talking to some of them at a very identical tone of CZH!! Man!! This person is really an ICHIBAN copycat!! He managed to even copy CZH's tone and attitude after 3 months befriending CZH over MSN & sms. Sifu!!

Case 5: Back-stabbing
Seeing all plans were busted, LSL turned back to LH and back-stabbed everyone beside her. LH actually believed LSL, even after all those incidents above that involved her directly and indirectly. God!! Couldn’t blame her solely though, since she’s blurred by her anger (got into fights with everyone else due to the incidents above, since she’s the main cause that got all of them in such messy trouble). She even wanted to sue CZH for some claims that LSL aka Samantha claimed that CZH told her (Samantha aka LSL) about LH. Complicated??

Will you do all these if your breakup turned sour?? Will you go through all those troubles (3 months of pursuing a guy while you pretend to be a girl when u’re a guy in life)?

What the heck is this guy thinking?? Ok, maybe in the name of LOVE, I’ve ntg to say…

This guy is currently, I heard, in UTAR, furthering his studies. Hmm… Beware… who knows U might be next!!